ah crap, I forgot I could release it here,too

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I...need...to...not...have...tons...of...work...loads


anyway, yes I am frustrated. tomorrow is math prelim and I havent started studying. yesterday a little tiny bug, cost me 3 hours off my planned 7 hours sleep. Why has the world to opress you when the last thing you need is another problem on top of your current load? w/e, as I always say, matters not.

Today I read the ece courses and their descriptions. I read about the typical future and academic specializations within ece and how that determines which CDE project courses you end up taking on your senior year. It amuses me a lot. I am excited about the subject of my engineering classes and I am really eager about the ones coming, although I know how hellish they will be when I start taking them.

phys 013's instructor: "major in your passion. No matter what it is, no matter how hard it is, no matter how bad you are at it. if you love it, you wont regret it later. Belive me I tell you from experience"
he is an ece who majored on ece because he liked circuits. He neglected his real vocation, theather. Now he makes movies in the teather market.

guess you cant avoid your instincts for too long. Ha. that is one BIG truth

ah life

cryptic thoughts

they take over and I dont know what is right and whats wrong. All I know is that stuff needs to be done.

I shall, once again, return to personal strength. I must not fall apart...I wont.

work+blog=input error

been a while since I update this.

ah, my system is crying desperately for a real break. It just started. I must look for a source of inspiration. I must not look back. It is now or never. Get ready.

as if birds could understand the sorrow of ground bettles, as if butterflies could get a feel for worms -in that and only that way, we see things from an outsider's point of view. Everything in ourselves is so subjective, so erroneous and yet so beautiful. However, we must strive for excellence and nothing less.

Design, electronics, materials, microstructures, efficiency, innovation, challenge. Add hard work^4 and you get engineering. Engaging but exhausting. BOO!!!