a deadly treatise

It happens sometimes that we get entagled in the beauty of the moment, unable to see it from an outsider's perspective as we move on in our lives, losing the sensitity of the objective brain.

Sometimes I realize the importance of things of things at a big scale, like the overpowering sound of a hymn. Who am I, whom do I love, why am I here, why do I exist. Am I happy? do I make my loved ones happy? if only I could be shielded from such feelings.

But after all, is it all worth it? Do I have a better path? am I making the right choice? is this what I want? such questions should be ommipresent in my brain. Its a shame they come by so seldom, since afterall the shorter the time length, as delta x-> infinity, the more perfected one life becomes. Oh mathematicians, have you ever considered the implications of such act, the assasination of the soul? In all your kindness, have mercy of the human imperfections!

What if for a second we could flash our soul to the world. Would mine survive such fatal blow? I sincerely hope that it will, and thus here I shall go.