amazing hehe

It's been so long since I post in here. I had no time. ece 230 and prelim season are a bad combo. This is the first documented friday night I have done substantial hw in my life. some landmarks there, hehe.

I am feeling quite strange as if overtaken by a dark and gloomy feeling...those desires to enjoy suffering and distress, or to cause it; to enjoy looking at a gothic image, deriving pleasure from its baleful images. Maybe its my ambient music, "dont want you no more" from the twilight princess game, such an omminous-sounding track.

Ah, feelings, desires, sensations, mental states...Consciousness. I swear, I will crash, if not physically, mentally.

interesting,
amusing, I would say
If only I could tell her this ad-infinitum
mmm, I wonder if she will do it
I am glad he said that
why does he has to do that, fuck
if only I had a choice

-non voiced thoughts soon to take over.

ece 220 and phys 214. I will have enough waves by then. I want a more controllable function now. and I mean, NOW!