11:15 PM lol

I feel like stuff is slowly coming. today a magnificent thing have happened. the stars are shining stronger than before. Their shine is intense, not noticeable but it is there.

I want to say I feel melancholic but thats not true either. I feel like I dont know where I am. uncertainty or anxiety would do a better job. hehe

So back from daydreaming (or rather midnite dreaming lol), stuff is not getting done fast enough. I still need a job, I need to do more hanging out, I need to read my E&M book and nothing. Lol

I want that book over. I want knowledge now!!!

perhaps back to daydreaming...to think that while we think, a sensation of airlessness happen, a mental vacumm able to scan our mind in its most beautiful stage: daydreaming.