self-consuming thoughts

I told myself I would study my ass off for every final. But there is something in me that does not want to. I...I am too anxious. I dont want it over...this is what I want of me, I want to stay. I am happy here. I want to spend more time with my friends at Cornell. guys...I am gonna missssss you sooooo much.


On a lighter note, physics test is soon and I havent really started studying for it. what am I to do!? aaaaaa. I am gonna fail that class!!! OH GOD. oh well. tis all worth it. every single second spent with them. tis all worthed it.

my friends and my family back home misses me as much I miss them. why can I combine the two planes of existance. Why did I go away to study? No, thats not the right question. If there is anything I am glad about, it is that I came to Cornell. Tis been the best year of my life, thus far. CHEERS IN THE NAME OF LIFE!